Ever since I had shifted, my life becomes more and more busier and busier. But in a sense, is good as it make me feel more occupied in life and not a feeling of emptiness.
But it seem quite scary to see life passes so fast day by day and to accept that we will become old, sick and eventually pass off from this world.
Buddha thought us by saying noting is permanent in this world and we can't escape death and becoming old. Only through enlightenment, does one escape from being reborn again.
So now my wish is to gain enlightenment, i feel myself more and more not belonging to this world, i want eternal life to escape from all the things i need to go through again and again and i am feeling tired of it.
I can't feel the presence of buddha or bodhisattva, maybe i am loaded with to many rubbish from this world. Hope that i will soon be able to participate in a 7 or 14 days retreat and i will gain enlightenment soon.
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