MY LOVE FOR MY HUSBAND

I am feeling so down today, I need some comfort and a shoulder to rely on, someone to hear my grumblings.

Got scolded by my manager today cuz of my bad performance at work. She said she doesn't trust me to assign work to me anymore:( I am so sad:( Trust is the most important key, if she, my superior doesn't have trust in me anymore then what's the point of me staying in this company.

I really hate that someone who belittle people by criticizing him/her. I am not so bad ok, after working here for nearly three years, this is the comment that I had get.

To think that my leave for the 12 days of holiday in October had been approved, and bonus coming this December, this is what she said to me.

Forget about it, will see how things goes. Don't know why after listening to Dharma talks, when i was getting the scolding from my manager, I do not feel sad ect. My heart actually was quite peaceful, strange. If before, maybe i will throw the letter at her straight away but now I had to be patience cuz of my holiday in October, year end bonus and the monthly payment for my house.

It was indeed through times of adversity, that i feel closer to my husband cuz he is the only one i can relate to.

Two hands closely held together, we known each other for 10 years, though not long. We may not be well-off now, but lets hope we had another better off 60 years.

Let's hope for a brighter and better tomorrow:)

Amituofo